Part 005 · ~2 min read

Romano can be such a nuisance! I always hate arguing with him, but he cannot expect to do favours to his friends without even telling me. I cannot run a class of 20 people in a room that can barely host 15 and expect to add two of his friends to the list. I wish, sometimes, I didn’t owe him so much. One day, when I will have some more time available and be less pissed off, I will write about the way we met and why I owe him so much. Well, to start with, he is not my boyfriend. I am a bit… cold on men since I had some bad experiences when I was young. My psychologist told me that I should write a diary and report everything I say. Frankly, I got no money, and I never liked him. I felt as if he judged me constantly. I am openly lesbian, and I do not have any problems with that, but I have had a bad experience with my last girlfriend, and now I am taking a break. I moved to Rome in January this year and live with Romano, a great guy who knows about my tendencies but tries to make me love him regardless. I do love him, but I cannot even think of kissing him, and not because of his look. He could well be my father, but thank God he is not! My analyst would love to read this, but I will never tell him about this blog. Anyway, I feel so tired, and the weather doesn’t help. One of the two guys today was annoying, and I did as much as possible to make him sweat and suffer during my lessons. It’s not professional, I know, but he is so full of shit that I will do as much as I can to have him out of my class. Today was just a trial for him. I hope he will not return. The other guy is much more pleasant in his ways, but I got the feeling that he is a bit of a side dish to the main one, his “Stud” friend. Both seem to be from good families, and I have researched on Google already, but I cannot find anything about them. I must admit that I felt great pleasure when he asked me for dinner, and I said NO without looking for an excuse or pretending. I wonder what he was telling Romano when I left… Oh well, I will ask him tonight when he is back. Now I must get something to eat and go shopping to prepare something nice for my host. Cheers folk! I hope I will manage to keep the diary going! Hugs!