Part 008 · ~2 min read

What a day! After Pilates this morning, I hope I don’t have to return. I went to the office and claimed that I was feeling better. I never thought that being away a few hours from work would make your life so miserable! It seemed like the whole United Nations was looking for me this morning. Anyway, forget the business part. Thank god it is over. The dinner tonight was called off, instead I am going out tomorrow. Frankly, my life is not so exciting, except for exercising every day, and I do not do much in my free time. I browse the internet a lot, I love Facebook, and I chat with some friends.

In terms of social life, I do not have one, let me be honest. I reduced the number of friends to the minimum as I cannot stay up until late, I cannot drink too much, I cannot eat too much. I was 130 Kg when I was 25, and I managed, with time and sacrifices, to go down to an enviable 87 Kg. I feel better, sure, but I wonder sometimes what I need to do to gratify myself. When I was a plum, I used to eat some chocolate or get drunk, but now? Let’s be honest, all I do is exchanging opinions about nearly anything with people I do not even know if they are what they claim to be… My life is boring, unlike James Blunt’s one that sings “My Life is Brilliant…” I have no love. Yes, I got one, but it is not reciprocated and this has gone now for such a long time, I do not thing that it will change. The idea of a blog came from Bonnie, the person I love, but I never told I would have done it. I have kept a diary, a paper one, since I was 16, and I will keep doing so. So, no dinner… what do I do tonight? Facebook all night? Should I write about this government that sucks? Or about the opposition that is even worse? Or should I write about Bonnie? Today I got annoyed… Anyway, it’s time to go now. Let me ride the fridge! Catch you tomorrow! I just realised I got nothing in the fridge… Off to the supermarket before it is too late.