Part 020 · ~1 min read

Good morning everyone

I don’t fancy going to run this morning. I have the Pilates session anyway. I will see my instructor today. I will ask her to join me for dinner tonight or during the weekend. I feel obsessed by her. I even dreamt of her. She was kissing Flavio. It was not a pleasant feeling,

I must say, but it’s just a dream and lust… I fancy her so much! As Flavio says, I don’t think I can love one person intensively; I am too much in love with myself. I think he is right. I think there is nothing wrong in being vain, it’s wrong denying it. I am vain, I like myself a lot, I like my lifestyle, I like my body, I even think I got a nice tool to have fun with. Is it my fault? I read somewhere that you cannot love anyone if you don’t love yourself. Here you go! I love it!

Catch later. Breakfast and call the office to inform them I will not be sick again! :)