Part 042 · ~1 min read

A lovely weekend.

On Saturday morning, I told Romano that I had found the place, and he agreed with me leaving at the end of August/beginning of September. I have been to the sea with Anneka, Mario, Flavio and another couple of Anneka’s friends. We have all been to one of her friends’ Summer place in Sabaudia. It was a great weekend, but the more I spent time with Anneka, the more I feared being with her. The nightmares are becoming more and more obsessive, and Mario is always one of my rapists. I am not sure I can keep seeing him around me. When I see him is like seeing my rapist every time. I will talk to Anneka about it because I do not understand why this strange friendship develops between her and Mario. Flavio is nice as usual, and now we find out that Anneka and he work for the same UN branch in Rome, but they have never seen each other before. Except for that, the weekend was great, but, unfortunately, we cannot be too open about our relationship, which annoys me. I just came back from Sabaudia, I didn’t sleep at all, because we pretended to leave last night and, instead we checked in in a local hotel. It was a wonderful night of passion! I love her, I do…