Part 132 · ~2 min read

Happy Sunday

I got up early this morning. Like every Sunday, I like going out when the city still sleeps and going for a jog. I am back at Flavio’s place. I was back here on Thursday. I cannot stay alone these days, and after what happened two weeks ago, I feel I must stay with someone who knew the poor girl. I feel guilty about that. The way I treated her was gross. I should have taken her side; instead, I decided to take his, even if the sense of revenge towards him dictated it. He will pay for that! I swear, he will pay, Sonya!

All is good otherwise, but Flavio is a great guy, even if he looks odd. He gave me the impression that he was after me, but since I moved here, it seems he can barely stand me… I’m not sure about the guy; he is strange, but I will find out what I must know. He spends long hours locked in his room, and I hear all sorts of noise while he is in there. It is as if he looks through boxes or draws, but I am not sure… I can hear him talking to himself in all sorts of languages. He seems to be very, very shy, and I have never seen him, once, in shorts or “comfortable”. I have doubts about him, and these doubts reflect his sexuality. I am starting to understand why I felt this attraction towards him; I think he is gay. My gaydar tells me that he could be gay. I have been thinking of the stories he has been telling me about Bonnie, and he often says “the person”; he doesn’t mention the woman, the girl and so on… Just yesterday, when he talked about Bonnie, he started talking about her as a lady. However, this came after he had serious problems talking about her without using personal pronouns. He asked me if I had ever had sex with a woman. I answered negatively. I do not want him to know about me at this stage. I need to reach Mario and let him pay for what he has done to Sonya and for what those two bastards have done to me. He is too similar to them. I know he is green with envy about me staying at Flavio, which fills my heart with happiness. We will meet him today, at lunch, over here. It will be funny!

Have a good day!