Part 151 · ~2 min read

From Simona’s diary…

This year has been full of events, most of them sad ones. This is what I read on Simona’s scrap papers. I found out that both Simona and Flavio have been keeping a Blog. Actually, Flavio has been keeping a traditional diary, too. I have copied what was written in the last few pages of her diary. Sadly, I am devastated. I am translating the final part of it; it will take a few days.

Simona wrote, in third person:

Xmas day. The three were having dinner. They were far too drunk.

Simona pretended to be drunk, Flavio very sober, and Mario completely stoned. Flavio proposed the three of them to have sex. Simona accepted it, and so did Mario. Then Simona changed her mind/ the vendetta is very close, and she imposed her last desire: see the two rivals having sex between each other. In exchange for that, she would have had sex with one of them on New Year’s Eve and for the rest of her life.

The guys accepted it. Flavio was the happiest man on earth, Mario will remember very little about it the day after and not even after Flavio’s confidences when everything was over and Simona had gone to sleep. Confidences that were making clear the feelings towards him,

Mario/Bonnie.

Mario could not remember about the sex, if not some flashes that wouldn’t leave any doubt about the fact that they had sex. But now, he was sure, somehow, he would have had Simona for the rest of his life.

Flavio left a message the morning after: “I must go. Sorry. Merry Xmas, Flavio.” Mario and Simona were alone at last. Flavio had left, afraid of being chosen by Simona, but mainly because of Mario’s reaction. Simona understood to be deeply in love with Flavio, after seeing the two of them having sex she felt excited for the first time in ages and she masturbated looking at two men having sex… A lesbian woman…

Simona knew that she would never have Flavio because she was gay, but she could not even dream of going to bed with Mario. He is the copy of those men who took her innocence away.

Simona asked Mario if he would do anything for her. He answered that after having had sex with his best friend, he could do everything.

Simona, in tears and recalling the worst moments of her life, for the first time lets her rage, shame and hate out and asks Mario to kill Flavio, that raped her last night after he fell asleep. It was so violent that it felt as if it were two men raping her and not one.

I will add what happened during these days and some more extracts from Simona’s writings, but in the meantime, these are the links to Simona and Flavio’s blogs…

Simona’s world

It’s my Life (Flavio’s)