Part 138 · ~1 min read

Hello everyone

Since Sonya has taken her own life, I have tried to understand why I felt so guilty. I have been wondering if “ways” can lead someone to death more than “reasons”. Did Sonya kill herself because I left her or because of the way I treated her? I do not feel guilty about leaving her. I didn’t love her anymore, and I still feel like this after her death. This is the last time I talk about Sonya. Life must go on, and I am in love and want to marry Simona. I told her I was serious about us and wanted her to think about it. She is staying at Flavio’s place and I don’t understand what happens between them. I think they are just friends, and they talk because I cannot see them together.

This week, I will ask Simona to come to live with me for the last time. Forget London and sell or rent my apartment. I will find a job, I will open a new gym for her and we will live happily after that…

Love you, Simona!