Part 139 · ~2 min read

Mr. Arrogant is being served.

Mario asked me to move in with him and, in a way, marry him. I questioned why he wanted to marry me, and the answer was, “Because I love you.” It didn’t matter whether I loved him or not to him. He is so sure of himself that I will fall in love with him that, for him, it is a small, irrelevant detail.

I told him that I am fine in my current life and, to cut the shit short, I made him understand that I am falling in love with Flavio and that I am happy to live with him. He didn’t take it too well.

In the meantime, things are going well with Flavio. There is something through his mind, constantly, and I do not know if it’s that Bonnie girl, but he seems to be reacting and seems to consider me, more and more, part of his life and no more someone dwelling in his apartment. He is so respectful. He has never raised a hand on me. I do not mean to beat me up! Even to touch me slightly. If our hands touch, he is ready to apologise in a confused, nerdy way. I find him so sweet… But… sex… how could I possibly have sex with him… I do not fancy him sexually, while sex, for him, is important. Jeez! What the hell am I going on about? Of course, sex is important for him; of course, sex is important in a relationship!

Anneka is back in my life. She sent me an email with strong erotic connotations. She made me understand that she misses our collaboration and that despite Mario’s manhood being more than she would have ever expected from a man, she misses the female touch she discovered with me. She asked me if Mario knew about us and if he knew about me being a lesbian. I have not even bothered replying to her email. I cannot care less about her.

Romano is doing well with his new partner, and we are back to the nice old relationship. It took some time, but we are back on the path. I am so happy about it. He invited me to a Xmas party at our old apartment, but I told him that this year I would go back to Naples as, it seems, it’s going to be the first time in years with no arguments about my gayety.

Everything else is ok. Flavio will be leaving mid-December for Copenhagen for the Climate Conference and asked me to go with him, but, frankly, I have too much to do, and I would like to prepare the place for Xmas. I want to make him a surprise.

Anyway, folks, I will write as soon as I get some news for you!

Hugz!