Four and a half months

Sonya is about four and a half months along now. We're past the first trimester; the pregnancy feels real in a way it didn't before.

She wants to start thinking about names. I'm not ready yet—but I'm trying not to shut her down.

I'm still adjusting. Still getting used to the idea that this is my life now.

But it's not terrible. Some days it's actually... good.