Flavio's staying

Got an email from Flavio today. He's found an apartment in New York. He's staying through the fall, maybe longer.

He said Bonnie encouraged him to follow his heart and build something new.

Which is code for something, I'm sure. But I don't have the emotional energy to decode it right now. I'm too busy pretending to be okay with my life.

I'm just going to accept that he's gone and move on with my performance of a life.